Jess's Mess

stole from Ross

2008-09-23T15:15:00.000-07:00

1) Favorite object in your room?What room?? lol always the bed.. i love sleep! then my passport which enables me to go where i want to go!

2) Have you ever smoked heroin? negative

3) Do you own guns? Yup two!!

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonin? HMMMmmmm

5) Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? yes always.

6) What do you think of hot dogs? No thank you!

7) Favorite song? HAHAHA i have no idea where to start!
right now maybe ... Steel my sunshine by jay-z maybe but i dont think its his song ... i just like the part...about no one can steel my sunshine... lol thats how i feel!

8) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? coffee

9) Can you do push ups? yes

10) Can you do a chin up? with a jump start!

11) What's your favorite piece of jewelry? my big silver ring from thailand!

12) Do you like blue cheese?No

13) Ever been in a car wreck?sure

16) Middle name? Not important

17) Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment...men, work, sunshine

18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday? Gas, eggs, milk

20) Current worry? Finding the perfect Job.. and the REST OF MY LIFE!

21) Current hate right now? the fact that winter is comeing.

23) How did you bring in the New Year? Can not remember!

24) Where would you like to be right now? -warm country

25) Name three people who will complete this?No one?

26) Do you own slippers? No

27) What shorts are you wearing?? My underwear can sometimes be used as shorts other then that i havnt got shorts on!

28) Do you sleep on satin sheets?hahahaha....funny story i thought they would be amazing.. but they arnt.. they are cold

29) Can you whistle? Yes

31) Would you be a pirate? For sure..

32) What songs do you sing in the shower? I dont

33) Favorite girl's name? i like strong names.

34) Favorite boy's name? same same strong names

35) What's in your POCKET? not much. lint

36) Last thing that made you laugh? watching comedy with kenny last night.

37) Best bed sheets? High thread count, and still off the line!

38) Worst injury you've ever had? axe on the toe? or sprained pendages

39) Do you love where you live? If i knew where i lived.. lol

40) How many TVs do you have in your house? 0

41) Who is your loudest friend? No one is as loud as me!

42) How many dogs do you have? None

43) Does someone have a crush on you? Haha

44) What does your last text say? hmm that would require me to get up and check.. lol

45) What is your favorite book?Blue Like Jazz.. i would agree with tamara on that..

46) What is your favorite candy? Chocolate

47) Favorite Sports Team? The winning one usually.

48) Where is the next place you want to travel to? phillipeens haha sp??

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50) What was the first thing you did this morning? Prayed for a job!

2007-10-14T14:30:00.000-07:00

For the next couple of weeks i will be mastering my level 3 first aid..

wish me luck!

two things

2007-09-29T19:03:00.000-07:00

Copy Tamara time!
Two Names You Go By:
1. Brandenbarg
2. Jess

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Shorts
2. Sweatpants

Two of Your Favourite Things to do:
1. Outdoor adventures
2. Lift weights

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. Direction
2. Wisdom

Two pets you had/have:
1. Fish
2. Dog

Two things you did last night:
1. Brushed my teeth
2. watched a movie

Two things you have eaten today
1. broccoli
2. chicken

Two people you Last Talked To:
1. Riteesha
2. Greg

Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. I might wake up, and if i do perhaps i will go to church
2. Drinking three cups of coffee to make up for the missed one today!

What were your longest car rides:
1. Terrace - Edmonton
2. over and over and over and over and over and over and over again

Favourite Holidays:
1. Easter maybe??
2. Summer holidays

Two favourite beverages:
1. Coffee hands down
2. Then water

2007-07-09T13:50:00.000-07:00

Where are you Sunshine??

2007-06-14T22:24:00.000-07:00

Im on my way home!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2007-06-04T09:02:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Tamara.. I Love ya

2007-06-03T22:34:00.000-07:00

So.. i have been super slacken, im officially addicted to facebook i think. . . well kind of.
Anyway im on my last week of school, its been a long hard battle but i have finished it.
its sunny outside and beautiful so when i get to sit out im happy.
Decided to go to Red Deer thismorning to see my loranger boys and nancy.. so that was super fun. Joe cooked up an amazing dinner and we all went for a walk and drank..too much.
And other then that nothing is exciting or new.. Im looking forward to moving back home for a little while. No big plans of where that will lead me or direct me .. but it should be good!!
And i had a sweet conversation with Trina about traveling and whatnot..and i am all excited again, and relise despite my dad's thoughts on it all it is realistic and can happen ... and for a long time if i so choose.

2007-05-11T11:32:00.000-07:00

Just trying to jog and do a bit of lifting.. lol

Come on everybody on the floor... one two a three four..!!

This is funny, (I dont spend time in the kitchen if i can help it)

2007-05-03T20:13:00.000-07:00

1. Most used gadget: coffee bodum
2. Most used item: kettle
3. Last time I cooked for a crowd: I made stuffed potato's two nights ago!
4. Who had the most influence on my cooking: Hahahah my cooking!
5. Most used spice: protie powder.... lol that is a spice in my kitchen as well as curry
6. Favorite ice cream: coffee
7. Coffee... ground or whole beans?: doesnt matter as long and its fresh and strong
8. Peanut Butter... crunchy or smooth?: Depends
9. Pet peeve in someone else's kitchen: If there is no food
10. Too many in the freezer: ???
11. Wine... white or red: hmmmm...probably white
12. Evian water? Too expensive
13. Favorite fruit: i love all fruits...fresh is best..i agree joni!!
14. Vegetable I hate: tomato's
15. Food mispronunciation that grinds my gears: if you mispronunce it i probably wont know what you are talking about... so it wouldnt bother me.
16. Favorite sandwich: Not a big sandwich eater.. a hot spicy one from subway maybe
17. Indispensable condiment: ketchup
18. Seafood?: YES PLEASE
19. Salsa...with or without cilantro?:without
20. Carbs: yes whole wheat ones!!

happiness

2007-04-29T13:07:00.000-07:00

Well.. ive come to the place where i dont know what to do with myself.
Dont know where to work, dont know what to do , dont know where to go.
Went to church thismorning and it was about Happiness..who hasnt heard that sermon a million times... anyway felt like God was talking right to my heart. Cause im not happy, And i know he wants more of me, and that is going to be my only ultamite happiness but its so hard to take myself there.
I think i have done this whole corse thinking its only ten months and then i can fly away again and live on the beach. That is not realistic for me, yet i am putting my hope in that, thinking that is my bottomless happiness. and now i am still thinking that is my only hope for happiness.. brutal eh.
and i am rambling... I should just haul myself out for a run.

Long gooder

2007-04-09T10:30:00.001-07:00

THE OLOGIESMOUTHOLOGY
Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. I like balsamic vinigar stuff
Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A. subway
Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A. earls or joey tomato's
Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. Totally depends.. Usually 4-7 bucks
Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of it?
A. Chocolate, coffee, and protien shakes!! (i pretty much do already)
Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. Everything!
Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
A. Nutrional yeast or raspberry jam
Q. What is your favorite type of gum?
A. cinnamon
TECHNOLOGY
Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone?
A. I am not yet a victom to a cell phone sorry!
Q. Number of contacts in your email address book?
A. Is someone for real suppose to know
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. Ronnie Coleman , He inspires me to go big or go home!
Q. How many televisions are in your house?
A. 1..2..
BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. Right
Q. Do you have any weird markings?
A. scars here and there from burns, axe accident.
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. Tooth, adnoids...boogers
Q. Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
A. touch
Q. When was the last time you had a cavity?
A. A few years ago..
Q. What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
A. bar for dead lifts
Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. Someone tried once, you know when you hold someone against the wall for ten seconds they fall unconscious... like around the throat
BULL[CRAP]OLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. Maybe!
Q. Is love real?
A. I dont know
Q. If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?
A. Jessica the great
Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
A. Black its self explanitory
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. not that i can remember
Q. Have you ever saved someone's life?
A. Maybe not
Q. Has someone ever saved yours?
A. Jesus
DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A. Yeah.. You can do alot with 200,000 and not much with your little finger!
Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. you bet
Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. probably..
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. No
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
A. If it was a rapist
Q. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
A. In a second!
DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: No left pant pocket.. hoodie, .. nothing in it either!
Q: Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: HELL NO.. I asked the guys when the previews were going to be over (after thinking to myself this is a LONG painful preview) they said it was the movie. I thought i was going to die!
Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: A little carpet a little tile
Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: Depends how cold i am
Q: Could you live with roommates?
A: 8 at the moment
Q,How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A. 0
Q: Where were you born?
A. Terrace
Q: Last time you had a run in with the cops?
A: In terrace about once a week, never here!
Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A. Wise!
Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8
A: Hahaha... Dustin
LASTOLOGY
Q: Friend you talked to?
A: my dad
Q. Last person you hung out with?
A: Jill and Grace
Q: Friend you called?
A: cant remember... probably grace
Q: Person you hugged?
A: conrad
Q: Place you went:
A: gas staition
FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
A:8
Q: color
A: Black, Burgandy, and Orange
Q: Season?
A. Traveling
CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
A: Always
Q: Mood?
A: Fine.. im baked
Q: Listening to?
A: Everett's computer puke out noise
Q: Watching?
A: The clock
Q: Worrying about?
A: What to do with my life..

2007-04-05T14:22:00.000-07:00

Hey all...
I dont have anything exciting to post right now .. Which is why it always takes me awhile to post something. and i dont want to bore you.
But this is what is new..
School: LAME
Working out: same same.. been jogging more and trying to master the bike now. ( I have never enjoyed bikeing)
Friends: Henny is commin to visit me this weekend and im totally excited. My good friend Jeff is commen to visit the weekend after.. so that should be fun!
Food: working on 5 or 6 meals a day still. But i just ate two homemade muffins (white flour)
Church: been going to buhla alot more lately its been good. Last week was about grace.. waves of grace!!
Shopping: dropped a bit a shoppers the other day, (wax, lip chap, health mag) and i got a American Eagle tank!
My plans tonight : work till 8 then the gym then ?? clean do at least three loads of laundry...
cheers for now.. like i said nothing to exciting right now!
let me know whats exciting for you though!!

First Jog Outside This Year...

2007-03-25T10:46:00.000-07:00

Hey guys..

well i concored the imposible last night. I went for my first outside jog last night and it was harder then i thought it would be.. I was so frozen. Anyway we ended up doing 8 km so i was happy ...hope all is well for everyone take care cheers for now!

Suspended!

2007-03-18T09:56:00.001-07:00

Well.. yesturday was eventful.
I Got suspended from College. Dont ask me how.. cause i dont know.
Aparently My attitude is out of control or something like that. We had meetings at the beinging of this week, and I was told that they thought my attitude was getting better.
Well what a pat on the head, look at that class im growing up.. I feel like i got punched in the head and woke up in preschool again.
I treid getting suspended in school and never was able to acomplish such luck, now that I am paying to be in this sick institute look at that I get knocked out for a day, and i have to pay for the time missed.
So thats all i have to say about that. .
and .. like WHAT THE HELL??
cheers for now!
Kayla is here, so i am going to go hang out with her tonight.. Im excited for some shopping this weekend for sure!
Pray that i dont throw fire balls at the school come wedensday!

Suspended!

2007-03-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

2007-03-10T14:35:00.000-08:00

Hey..

Did a little bit of shopping on monday.. with my dear sister Elisha..
heres how I drop 250 bucks in one hour, on Whyte ave!

The only difference.. is my pants are olive green on top and neon green, and my hoodie is black not bush man color!

Thats about it. How is everyone is blog land doing?

Life right now!

2007-03-04T09:54:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone.. hows it going?
Its been a long time. Ive been busy lots going on over here.

So I will take you threw my thoughts and actions with photo's becuase i am a visual person!!

First and formost what is still takeing alot of my time up!

and now

So when i am not doing either I am at the gym.

The most recent thing i have mastered is:

What i am wanting to do now, it train for a big:

for now Grace and I are going to do a 5K.. but this summer i would love to try to do a half marathon.. Hahahaha think i could do it?

What i am currently reading:

Last magazine i read...

Last store i bought something in was:

Tomorrow i am heading to whyte ave with my sister and i am planning on hitting up:

When I get a chance to day dream i am dreaming of the

And what i am struggling with right now BIG TIME:

CONTENTMENT !!

And the best for last.. Who has been on my heart and whom i am praying for!

and my friends near and far!!

Birthday

2007-02-17T09:40:00.000-08:00

ITS BY BIRTHDAY AND ILL CRY IF I HAVE TOO...CRY IF I HAVE TO, CRY IF I HAVE TOO!!
MISS YOU ALL.

2007-02-06T20:32:00.000-08:00

Here is one of my favorite song's.

I have to say it gets me threw alot of tuff

days, as well as keeps me focused!

I am a huge Heather Clark fan..

This is the cry of my heart !

Holy spirit I surrender to you
Holy spirit I surrender to you

Take my life I lay it down
all my gifts and all my crowns
I am yours

I am in love with undivided focus
I am in love with you..

Holy spirit I surrender to you
Holy spirit I surrender to you

Take hand lead threw
glorys fields to be with you
I am yours

I am in love with undivided focus
I am in love with you.....
I am in love with undivided focus
I am in love with you....

Take my life I lay it down
all my gifts and all my crowns
take my hand and lead me threw
glorys fields to be with you
I am yours!

I am in love with undivided focus
I am in love with you
I am in love
I am in love with undivided focus
and I am in love with you...
I am yours
I am yours

Happy Birthday Mom

2007-02-06T17:16:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM
I LOVE YOU!!

Negative

2007-02-04T10:44:00.000-08:00

So, I did not get the job, due to the fact of valibility said Monique. She said that she really likes me and that I would be perfect in there, cause i am interested in teaching class's and want to help whereever i can. But She needed someone thursday frieday and saturday All days in which i am at school till 5. She said that if anything comes up she will give me a call for sure. So back to the job hunting I go. Lol i am getting really frusterated now!!

Awesome Dreads!!

2007-02-03T07:15:00.000-08:00

Interview today!

2007-01-29T09:13:00.000-08:00

Today I have my interview.. Please pray that i get the job... lol keep praying!!!

Then i am off to the big city to get my car fixed... break lights, horn, and signal lights

are all haveing a few retardations!!

hope everyone has an awesome day, take care!!

fill me in on your excitments of the day!!!

Good day!

2007-01-25T09:17:00.000-08:00

Pretty much what I am feeling like right now. LoL

Im off to the gym.. Everyone have a good day.

Im excited about today, I have to drive Everett

to the airport, and its super sunny outside. I love driving

outside when its amazing out. And you can see the whole sky.

I will pray for some sunshine for you guys in Terrace!!

And I will dream of the sunshine where you are Riteesha!!

Job

2007-01-21T15:29:00.000-08:00

Could you guys please pray that I would

get hooked up with a job at the gym.

I brought in my resume twice now, and Monique

the manager lady, said she had to leave the

job posting up for a week tuesday will be a week.

Hopefully im the girl she is looking for cause that would

be the ultamit job for moi..

Thanks

Day Two

2007-01-19T07:03:00.000-08:00

ok, i quit. I hate cleanses. I couldnt stick with it.
I was so hungry today that I could hardly focus, let
alone talk, the girls said at school said I sounded funny,
also some friends from the gym all were saying that
I was super stupid doing that when I am weight training
as much as I am. But i was like no no i can do it.. Yeah I
really cant. I had NO energy. And i was haveing coffee
withdraws.. So I am back to my normal self lol... It is
not healthy for me to try and cleanse and work out still. But
i couldnt not work out so i had to eat. Simple.
SO the lesson of this stupid try, was that I really dont
understand true hunger, I feel Soo SOOOOOOOO
wealthy, blessed, and fat compared to the mothers,
fathers, and children that litterally live in starvation
and poverty every single day. It sickens me almost, knowing how much
this body rely's on food. I seriously thought it wouldnt
be too hard to not eat hahaha.. I was very fooled.
love you all

Day One of Cleanse

2007-01-17T11:07:00.000-08:00

My stomach has not growled at all yet, but i am super tired.
Hahaha people are betting that i wont be able to do this.. now
thats all i want to do is prove them wrong lol.

dumb servey thing

2007-01-16T17:10:00.000-08:00

Hahaha I had no choice in the matter.

1. Name one person who made you smile today?A lady that came into the school to promote her sciscience hair products, she was very nasal and laughed at her own jokes the whole time. I could only just smile cause i had to be "perfesional"
2. What were you doing at 8 this morning?Dropping a resume off at the gym.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Watching the simpsons and eating hummas.
4. What is something that happened in 1994?... um.. in grade two studing whales.
5. What is the last thing you said aloud?Cheers!!
6. How many different things did you drink today?Coffee, Water, that sick cleanse lemonaid and soy milk and now tea! Holy jumpin i drink alot!
7. what color is your hairbrush ? Which one?
8. What was the last thing you bought?Sushi and coffee
9. What was the last gift you received?Dunno.. mabye Protien powder
10. What color is your front door?havnt a clue to be honest
11. Where do you keep your change?ash tray or breast pocket
12. What was the weather like today?Mild cloud/sun
13. What is the best ice-cream flavor?Dont like ice cream
14. What is something you are excited about tomorrow?working out!
15. When was the last rainbow you saw?Cant remember
16. What’s your favorite gardening tool? HAHAHAHA
17. Do you have a sister?two
18. Are you very random?nah
19. Do you want to cut your hair?i rather cut your hair then my own.
20. Are you over the age of 25? In five years
21. Do you talk a lot?Depends who I'm with
22. Do you watch The OC?hahah sometimes.. My sister is a junky. So when she would watch it i would get into it sometimes. haha like how cool is cowin's dad.. he is for sure my favorite!
23. Does your screen name have an ‘x’ in it?Can't say that it does
24. Do you know anyone called Steve? A couple
25. Do you make up your own words? People seem to think so.
26. Are you ticklish? depends
27. Are you typically a jealous person? Yeah just of people traveling. Aww Riteesha
28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘C’chris
29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘D’?dave
30. Who’s the 1st person on your dialed calls list? i am not yet a slave to a phone!
31. What did the last text messages you received say?---
32. Do you chew on your straws? Yeah
33. Do you have curly frizzy hair?Negative
34. What is the next concert your going to? Probably casting crowns at breakforth!
35. Who is the crappiest person in your life? I try to avoid such things.
35. Who is the coolest person in your life?Jesus
36. What is something you say a lot? Frig, Hurten, I want to come.. or Can i have some.
37. What is the last thing you ate? chick peas all mashed up, rye crackers, dark chocolate.
38. Have you seen the movie ‘Donnie Darko’?Never
39. Do you have work tomorrow ? You can count on it.
40. Is marriage in your future? You tell me
41. When was the last time you said ‘I love you’ to someone?Last night
42. What should you be doing right now? Laundry and dishes
43. Do you have a nickname?Jess
45. Are you a heavy sleeper? Usually
46. When was the last time you used a skateboard? To hit someone years ago.
47. What is the best movie you’ve seen in the past two weeks?Have not watched a movie in the last two weeks. I kinda hate watching movies for the most part.
48. Is there anyone you like right now?I am always liken people!
49. When was the last time you did the dishes, be honest!Couple minutes ago
50. Are you currently depressed?No way! Well.... only when i think of the many places i should(could) be!

Some Holiday photo's

2007-01-15T22:27:00.000-08:00

Hey guys.

Here are some photo's from New years eve, as well as from the trip back to Edmonton.

You can see the order in which I drove from nasty no vision weather to clear roads. It was NO VISION up until i got to Jasper. Then it got alot nicer.

more photo's

2007-01-15T22:07:00.000-08:00

Here are some photo's from the holidays and the LONG drive home.

Sunny Days

2007-01-08T12:16:00.000-08:00

I am so blown away by how nice weather can totally make a crappy day a gooder. And vise versa... I was so excited to go home for christmas yet the whole time I was there the weather was rainy then snowy then rainy and bla bla bla.... it was depressing a little bit, and everyone is in a bad mood about it. Today I woke up the sun is shinig in my little 1' by 1' window and it felt so friggen good.
So on that note i got a sweet blender thing for christmas from my parents and its so awesome for makeing protien shakes. Its so fast and easy, and easy to clean, unlike a big bulky blender. Its a kick off of ... i cant remember anymore but its like a cup and it just screwes onto the blades and yeah.. whatever im starting to not make any sense.

So i have been inspired from Moriah and Henny, i am going on a cleanse. Starting saturday night, for ten days. Salt water in the morning Lemon maple syrup sickness all day and laxitive tea at night. Its suppose to be super good for you, and with the syrup and lemon all the minerals you need. So i got all the goods but i am not going to start until the Wideman's leave for Hawaii cause theres just too much goodness floating around when they are all home.. but it will be easy when i gotta make stuff for myself..

Were maken History

2007-01-04T22:52:00.000-08:00

Well.. what can I say. I turned on the boob tube for a sec moments ago and was blown away. My two most favorite Men in the whole T.V. world were on at the same time, same show. I almost died my heart started pumping really fast I almost got kind of nervous lol it was weird. Anyway i just had to document this moment.. These are my two t.v. crushs of a long long time now!

Back to school!!

2007-01-03T07:15:00.000-08:00

Its super early and I dont want to go to school at ALL.
My trip back here was super long, the roads were crazy they
were really bad. I saw tons of moose on the road which is when
I decided to pull over in Mcbride cause i was to tired of not being able to see
the road or what was on it. So i got a room, and slept from 7:30pm - 9:12am.
It was a good sleep.
On the positive side, I am excited to get back to the gym, and will start job hunting again
this week!
cheers for now.. i will post some photo's from the "trip" when i was brave enough i took my camera out and got a coupld photo's!

HOME!!

2006-12-21T22:48:00.000-08:00

I flew in yesturday around 3. It was a long long ride, switching three times was totally crazy. But whatever you do what you gotta do i guess.
Have seen a ton of people already, went out last night and tonight. Mr. Mikes is so over rated. There were way to many people in there tonight like its so loud you cant have a conversation at all. Now im just chillin with Henny, and was with marcie.. i cant believe how much i missed all of everyone here. Cant wait for Christmas and church and all the fun stuff ahead.
It feels really good too see you all again!!

Skating

2006-12-13T23:40:00.000-08:00

Well..
i am super excited to go home for Christmas. Im not looking forward to all the flights and transfers lol ed to calgary to van to home.. crazy eh. but im looking forward to some good visits with family and friends. These next few days at school are going to feel like they are an infinity. Good thing i enjoy cutting hair otherwise i would die.
So I havent been skating in a really really long time.. and two nights ago all the cousins were heading out for some skating down the road at a cool lit up oval ... which is exactly what it is.. covered in christmas lights its amazing. Anyway we went down there and Dexter (age 7) re taught me how to skate.. My uncle said i should be ashamed to be canadian and not know how to skate. The thing is i do know how to skate i took figure skating lessons at one point. But i think i quit once my feet wouldnt fit into ladies skates. And hockey skates are so bend forward in comparison. So here i wine.. lol but since rollerblading it was easy after a few laps..

So i got Dexter to take a photo of my efforts after a little warm up..:

He was shaking a bit which is why they are blurring a bit so you cant fully make me out, but this is what he got!

2006-12-08T23:51:00.000-08:00

I just have to say.. I have been dreaming about

Thailand alot lately. How much I miss it, and how much I long for the sun on my face and the cool drink in my hand. The waves crashing in and the locus makeing there evening noise.

I cant waite any longer to go back. I think i need to take out a student loan quit school and fly there immedietly. I know this sounds crazy, but not a day goes by that i dont wish i was still there. Its like my long lost love!! So i just had to post some photo's to capture the heat. Who wants to see photo's of snowy flats when you can see these lol.

And now i have to hit the sac cause tomorrow comes far to early and i have a pedicure, full head of foils and 5 up do's along with manicures.. its going to be a painful long day if you ask me.

Sleep tight dream of the sea!

Miss ya so much ..

Not a whole lot to do today!

2006-11-29T11:33:00.000-08:00

I have a nice day off school today, because the seniors are doing thier practical exam right now. I have a ton of things i "could" be doing right now, but without my little reliable car i cannot do a whole lot. Its about -30 outside right now. And super nice.

But dont be deceaved(sorry for the poor spelling, there is a little ABC checkmark sign on here which i thought was a spell check thing but its not working and i really cannot spell very well so my apologies) its COLD. So anyway i started christmas shopping last weekend, well on monday so two days ago, and got alot done. I would have to say monday is the best day hands down for christmas shopping. Usually the malls are super busy.

Then last night i went to my usual Fitbox class. It was really good, the big population of the class has cut down to about half or less. So at the end Daryl the guy who teaches it thought it would be sweet if we went up to the track and did some anarobic's. So he made us do lunges down one side and sprint the other three, and he made us do that a couple times. And today i definitly have pulled a gluteus maximus muscle.

Other then those exciting things, nothing is really new over here. Im really excited to go home for Christmas it will be a good little vacation. I have been searching my inner desires of what i really want for christmas and i think i know what i am really in need of and would love to recieve from my sweet parents hahaha.

But really im more excited to just hang out and have coffee with my family christmas morning and wear my pj's as long as i can and sleep in my dark quiet cold room for a couple nights. If there was those stupid icon things from msn i would insert a big smiley face here!!

haha seeing how i kinda feel like i am mastering this whole blogging thing i want to keep going, if you are bored of reading stop please... If not i am going to keep rambling on for a little longer i think.

Well seeing how i am getting into a huge, exciting, growing, creative, exilerating, always moving, Tons of money profresion of art. I found just a little dab of a few photo's of how cool hair design can really be. And it toally excites me!

And now i shall leave you with my thoughts poured out on this page and i will go have a big cut of COFFEE!!!!!

Finally!!

2006-11-18T22:31:00.000-08:00

This was a very exciting day for both Everett and I. Hahaha.. You have no idea how long it took me to talk him into cutting his hair.. and look how good he looks with short hair!

Running no where?

2006-11-13T10:29:00.000-08:00

What a weekend, what a week, what a couple of months. I feel like i am running this huge race and I am in such a hurry to do it, but i am not getting anywhere! Do you ever feel like that?
Like going to school, I want to be there so bad and I want to learn as much as I can but I feel as thought i havnt moved, like I havnt even picked the texted book up yet. And then there is the gym. I feel like i live in there, and I love every moveing minute of it, but seriously I feel like i robot on a treadmill sometimes. And I dont look or feel fitter, I dont want to be all tough and strong or anything but i want to be fit. And i want to max out this little amazing muscle of a heart I have. Haha then there is church.. Last night i was driving home with my aunt whom i dragged along with me to a young adults service 45 minutes away from out home cause i was so desperate to go get some good music. We went in the morning as well and it was so hurtin, the music was an old guy singing hymns like we were at a funeral and then the pastor just freaked me right out. He told a story of his last camping trip that took about an hour and then didnt even tie it in with the point in which he was trying to make which we all walked out not knowing either. But anyway on our drive home, I decided that it was impossible to make friends in church, cuause it always seems like everyone is so established in there realationships and in reality they are living so far away AND... there are like 2000 people, how do u work with that.? So i looked at Michele and said I think since moving here the meaning of church to me has totally changed. Before church was a time for fellowship worship and relationships. Now its just about comeing before God alone, hungry, and desperate for him. And being ok with walking out afterward and not have talked to anyone. Which again I feel like i am running a winningless race.. haha sorry for the very bad grammer spelling, and words that dont exist. So i was just talking to Henny and expressing this inner struggle, hahah and she saids to me...

"yeah but Jess, God doesnt just give us a day or a month or even a year, he gives us a lifetime to get er done."

2006-11-11T20:57:00.000-08:00

Four things...

2006-11-11T19:54:00.000-08:00

This is just a thing Riteesha sent me so i will respond on here, mabee you will learn something you never knew before about me??

Four jobs I have had:
1. Canadian Tire
2. Cafenara
3. Lakeelse Park Ranger
4. Waitress Greek Restaurant

Four movies i could watch over and over again:
1. Haha this is hard seeing i dont like watching movies to often.... Life as a House
2. Save the Last Dance
3. haha Peter Mansbrige (CBC News)
4. ???

Four place's I have lived:
1. Terrace B.C.
2. Edmonton Alberta
3. I like to think I lived in Thailand.. 2 months worth anyway
4. Cambodia.. lol 11 days

Four T.V. shows I watch:
1. That 70's show
2. Smallville and only because of Lex
3. Reba when we had chanels
4. Laguna Beach hahahaha

Four places i have been on Vacation:
1. Telagraph Creek
2. Queen Charliot Islands
3. Thailand & Cambodia
4. South B.C.

Four favorite foods:
1. Chocolate
2. Sushi
3. Coffee
4. Nuts & Rasins

Four places I rather be right now:
1. Back on the beach
2. With my friends
3. Makeing lots of money so i can back on the beach
4. In finley lake

Four highlights in my everyday life ( and pretty much all I do):
1. Cut hair
2. Eat
3. Work out
4. Sleep .. wow that is my entire day every day..crazy

Four songs I listen to on repeat :
1. Damien Rice - Volcano
2. Heather Clark - Undivided Focus
3. David Gray - Babylon
4. Damien Rice - Cannonball

Four things I miss right now:
1. You
2. My Space
3. Car
4. Fellowship
Thanks for listening stick around for more after the show!!

To the office I go

2006-10-31T17:29:00.000-08:00

Who knew you could get in trouble in college? Holy i sure didnt. If i would have known that i might have second guessed the whole ordeal! I was hopeing College would be a little different. This afternoon i got called into the "office" where one of my instructers sat me down and went on to tell me that i didnt have a very good attitude, and that i made people feel dumb, or something like that. She rambled on for alittle while, the whole time the only thing that was going threw my head was, this is like da ja vu from every year on my grade school. So when she was done, I asked her to give me an example of something i had done that made her feel this way, she said like when the girls were talking about celebrities and my friend says to me "can we please talk about something else for once". and i laughed and said no doubt! Cause litterally that is all we takl about in there. But thats thier opinion and this was ours. We are entitled to it are we not? So yeah she seperated Justine ( who is the other offender) and I. I dont feel like i have offended anyone and i am quiet and reserved at school I think. I asked the girls in my class if I every offend them or make them feel stupid,they all said no.
So now I wonder if its just another teacher who is "intiminated" by me or self concious around me? Im so sick of that, I think people freak out when they meet others who dont care about little trivial things, and relize that what they are blowing way out of proportion is just nonsence! And i do walk around there like i dont care about what people think of me or how i look, cause i dont. Its just hairdressing ladies, its not like we are studing to be brain sergions! (cuase if we were i would take it way more seriously) If they want to dress up and look nice good for them, and if i want to wear skate shoes and a skit then cool. But lets learn what we gotta learn and get good at it.. and move on.. sounds like a plan to me..
So i have just vented to you all, sorry about that. Ill leave you with a happy thought!
... and the photo for my better thought is not working so .. there will be no better thoughts this evening.

Creations of the day

2006-10-27T16:19:00.000-07:00

So here are a few of my creations today. We had to be working on "Thermal Styling" all day! It was a LONG LONG day. The lady with blond streaks in the photo is Holly she is one of my fellow students. And model for the day!

Wednesdays that feel like mondays

2006-10-18T16:13:00.000-07:00

I totally had monday all over again today. You know when you wake up and its cold and raining out, and you just want to lay there all day and not get out from under the covers! Then I got to school and there was no hope for me trying to concentrate or pay any attention. It felt like a dark SLOW monday.
On the flip side i got to play with some color, that was fun. I did a 5.64 color on my maniquin which doesnt mean much to you guys probably but its a dark redish brown. It was fun, then i had to round brush it dry and use a curling iron on it. It was sweet, i cant wait to be turning all your hairs into jessica masterpiece's! You all have to be a blank canvas for me!!
love ya all
cheers

Aba Hairshow!

2006-10-14T14:55:00.000-07:00

Here are some photo's from my trip to Calagary for the Aba Hairshow. I went with the girls in my class. The two girls in the photo's with me are Justine and Mandy, the two who i hang out with quite a bit, there cool girls! It was a total blast. I also got to meet up with Ken and Grant whom i havnt seen for at least two years so it was so awesome. I dont have any photo's of them though, sorry!!

Thanksgiving!

2006-10-11T19:56:00.000-07:00

Happy thanksgiving everyone..
I had an awesome weekend.. well my week was so horrible i started this new job as a waitress at a greek restaurant and the two daughters working there were horrible. i had no training and i have never working as a waitress before but anyway they were always freaking out at me and telling me what i was doing wrong but never helping me . They were getting mad when i asked a question .. so it was impossible to figure out how to do anything.. anyway i had to work friday night and the whole time they and there dad who was cooking that night were all getting mad at me so i was tired grumpy nervous and being yelled at all at the same time.. i had to hold my tears back the whole night it was horrible. anyway my cousin mark and elisha came and picked me up afterward and we rented a car and drove up to Fort McMurray for the weekend it was awesome.. ate well, had lots of good visits.. and slept tons.. which was muchly needed for this unrested body of myn.. and went to an awesome church service, the speaker was a missionary from mylasia.. it was cool. So that was my weekend.. had three turkey dinners in totaly and am still eating leftovers. including pumpkin pie lemon pie and blueberry pie.. lol and going to the gym everynight to burn it off afterwards... lol i started going to a boxing training thing its wicked... good cardio and strength all in one..
anyway thats all for now.. sorry this is very long time no come.. cause i did ahuge one with photo's and stuff and then it wouldnt post and it pissed me off so much it took me this long to try again..
love you all and leave me a note.. or a good verse you ahve read lately that would be super cool.
cheers

Crazy days

2006-09-25T16:15:00.000-07:00

holy mc long time since i have done anything on here.. sorry
life is buisy yet so not buisy all at the same time.
School is going really good, a little bit slow but good, whenever i look threw the paper i keep thinking to myself i am getting into the wrong trade, there are so many welders and carpenders and plumers and everything needed so they will pay for you to get it and pay good lol thats what i should be doing.. but i will be happy when i have this. It was funny on friday we learned how to french braid, and i was like what the heck people dont know how to french braid and they sign up to do hair?? turns out i can braid better then the instructor teaching it..So it was a LONG day friday..
Church... hahaha well its going, its really hard for me to get there, i dont have a car as we all know, and the church i want to attened is 45 min drive away. its on south side. So i get to go when i can bum a ride from heather or someone who is heading that way. Its so hard though to try and find a church you love cause most church's around here are a couple thousand congregation and its so impersonal, there is no little cell group that i know of.. and who likes church when u dont know anyone.. but we will see what happens..
I went job hunting today for a little part time job while i am going to school and i faxed a couple places as well as dropped some off.. and got a call as soon as i got home and now i start waitressing tomorrow night at a greek restaurant.. so we will see what happens.. i have never worked in a restaurant as a server before... hopefully it goes well..
well i dont know what else to say.. the weathers been good over here, red hot chilly peppers were here last weekend.. and i kinda wish i could have gone to see but i found out to late..
anyway everyone have a great day.. cheers
moi

Let me be..

2006-09-08T16:20:00.001-07:00

Luke 7:36-50 (New International Version)
Jesus Anointed by a Sinful Woman

36Now one of the Pharisees invited Jesus to have dinner with him, so he went to the Pharisee's house and reclined at the table. 37When a woman who had lived a sinful life in that town learned that Jesus was eating at the Pharisee's house, she brought an alabaster jar of perfume, 38and as she stood behind him at his feet weeping, she began to wet his feet with her tears. Then she wiped them with her hair, kissed them and poured perfume on them.
39When the Pharisee who had invited him saw this, he said to himself, "If this man were a prophet, he would know who is touching him and what kind of woman she is—that she is a sinner."
40Jesus answered him, "Simon, I have something to tell you." "Tell me, teacher," he said.
41"Two men owed money to a certain moneylender. One owed him five hundred denarii,[a] and the other fifty. 42Neither of them had the money to pay him back, so he canceled the debts of both. Now which of them will love him more?"
43Simon replied, "I suppose the one who had the bigger debt canceled." "You have judged correctly," Jesus said.
44Then he turned toward the woman and said to Simon, "Do you see this woman? I came into your house. You did not give me any water for my feet, but she wet my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. 45You did not give me a kiss, but this woman, from the time I entered, has not stopped kissing my feet. 46You did not put oil on my head, but she has poured perfume on my feet. 47Therefore, I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven—for she loved much. But he who has been forgiven little loves little."
48Then Jesus said to her, "Your sins are forgiven."
49The other guests began to say among themselves, "Who is this who even forgives sins?"
50Jesus said to the woman, "Your faith has saved you; go in peace."

Jesus let me be that woman at your feet!!

first week of school!!

2006-09-08T16:04:00.000-07:00

Holy Mc Long Week..
whoever said that post secondary school was different from high school, i would have to say your LIEING threw your bum. This whole week we had to take this corse called Imagine 21 and it was all about goal setting, and that you are the only one who is in charge of your future and that whatever you think is exactly who you are, where you are, and what you are. So it was intence! lots of good info and facts and lots of learning..but it was dragged on four three days.. seven motivational movies each day.. thats what the 21 is.. there are 21 lessons.. Im not very good at sitting, let alone 9-4 watching movies. those of you who know me pretty good know that i hate sitting and watching movies.. unless i can be laying down on my own couch. So it was HARD.. but yeah. week one is done.. and come monday anatomy will start.. im looking forward to that alot.
Well i dont know much else to say ..but remember
IF YOU SAY YOU CAN
OR IF YOU SAY YOU CANT
YOU ARE ABSOLUTLY RIGHT!!
Its all in your mind!! you can self-talk yourself in or out of ANYTHING..
cheers!

2006-09-03T12:07:00.000-07:00

So this is what i have been doing in the last week or so. I have nothing else to do. LOL but its good henny and i are in a race to see who can lift the most by christmas. School is starting in two days im excited. I have been chillin out at home here and wait training and shopping. So it will be good to get a little bit of change, also i need to start hunting for a job soon.

Life here is treating me good so far. I havnt been here very long, but i have already discovered that finding and then becomeing part of a good christian body is going to be difficult. Plus the loss of my wheels has pretty much paralized me. Sorry this comes to you from a blank mind at the moment.. lol if feels like my brain just stepped out. ... literally.. anyway i have to much to say but my whole body is hurting so much that typing is painful.. but i will try and keep this going fairly regularly and i do have many stories to tell.. i miss you all tons

love you all..

jess..

oh is there anyone who would want to share what the service was about today at church? i miss church ALOT.. and cell i need someone who wants to fill me in or send me some notes or seomthing lol im reading daniel right now ..but its just not the same as some good thought out discusion and teachings.

Relationships are the most important things in life

2006-08-29T00:51:00.000-07:00

Here are some photo's posted Char's style.. lol one per post.. i tried doing it all together and the computer crashed so its not worth it again for me.. lol it takes me way to long to be doing this over and over again..haha
These are some photo's taken at the girls dinner we had at boston pizza just before i left.. I miss you all very much.. and i hold every friendship and relationship i have very close to my heart. This is just a tiny pinch of photo's for i took far to many and do not have patience to post them all.. none the less i LOVE YOU ALL TONS>:>> and miss you guys like friggen crazy.. its hard hangen out with boys all day long all the time lol..
Cheers

2006-08-29T00:48:00.000-07:00

Henny my top five girl.. lol

2006-08-29T00:46:00.000-07:00

My other sisters!! Sonja and Kristen

2006-08-29T00:44:00.000-07:00

HAHA yeah we were laughing about a little inside joke Michele has..

2006-08-29T00:42:00.000-07:00

Hot Tamaly

2006-08-29T00:41:00.000-07:00

Drew Shawna Lyric Riteesha

2006-08-29T00:37:00.000-07:00

Starla and I

2006-08-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

Christy and Jeana haveing a serious talk... mabee..

2006-08-25T21:44:00.000-07:00

Here are Photo's from our 80's night we had a couple weeks ago.. it was pretty fun. But i am very glad I wasnt a teenager in the 80's for sure. It is way to much work getting ready and the style was SOO ugly i think.

Riteesha, Sarah, Laura, Sam
Lyric, Kate, Shawna, and I.

Sarah Davis And I.

2006-08-23T09:17:00.000-07:00

Back Tracking a Little Today
So this is going to be a very sad thing for me. I have to say goodbye to the beautiful lakes of B.C. We have been here for alomst a week now and its been HOT every single day, but there is NO lake to go to. Well thats not true there are lakes but everyone calls them poisonous ponds. Or man made lakes.
So here is my atribution to the lakes of B.C. and all the fun we had at them this summer.

K i have not been able to figure out how to do this all quite yet so this is my best and i am not going to tell you how long it took me to figure this much out.. Tomorrow i will try and post pictures of our fun 80's party. luv you all. Keep in touch for sure.

luv moi

A whole new begining

2006-08-21T18:04:00.000-07:00

Hey
Thank you Tamara for setting this "thing" up for me lol. I am so unfunctional when it comes to computer usage. haha anyway i dont know what to do on here so call me a fool if you like.
Travis and Torence are in town so i have been hangen out with them the last couple of days its been really fun. Other then that nothing is new.
cheers for now!!!

A note to Jess

2006-08-21T01:57:00.000-07:00

Typing something so I can add everyone's links to your blog.