Sunday, April 29, 2007

happiness

Well.. ive come to the place where i dont know what to do with myself.
Dont know where to work, dont know what to do , dont know where to go.
Went to church thismorning and it was about Happiness..who hasnt heard that sermon a million times... anyway felt like God was talking right to my heart. Cause im not happy, And i know he wants more of me, and that is going to be my only ultamite happiness but its so hard to take myself there.
I think i have done this whole corse thinking its only ten months and then i can fly away again and live on the beach. That is not realistic for me, yet i am putting my hope in that, thinking that is my bottomless happiness. and now i am still thinking that is my only hope for happiness.. brutal eh.
and i am rambling... I should just haul myself out for a run.

Monday, April 09, 2007

Long gooder

THE OLOGIESMOUTHOLOGY
Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. I like balsamic vinigar stuff
Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A. subway
Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A. earls or joey tomato's
Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. Totally depends.. Usually 4-7 bucks
Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of it?
A. Chocolate, coffee, and protien shakes!! (i pretty much do already)
Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. Everything!
Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
A. Nutrional yeast or raspberry jam
Q. What is your favorite type of gum?
A. cinnamon
TECHNOLOGY
Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone?
A. I am not yet a victom to a cell phone sorry!
Q. Number of contacts in your email address book?
A. Is someone for real suppose to know
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. Ronnie Coleman , He inspires me to go big or go home!
Q. How many televisions are in your house?
A. 1..2..
BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. Right
Q. Do you have any weird markings?
A. scars here and there from burns, axe accident.
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. Tooth, adnoids...boogers
Q. Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
A. touch
Q. When was the last time you had a cavity?
A. A few years ago..
Q. What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
A. bar for dead lifts
Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. Someone tried once, you know when you hold someone against the wall for ten seconds they fall unconscious... like around the throat
BULL[CRAP]OLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. Maybe!
Q. Is love real?
A. I dont know
Q. If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?
A. Jessica the great
Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
A. Black its self explanitory
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. not that i can remember
Q. Have you ever saved someone's life?
A. Maybe not
Q. Has someone ever saved yours?
A. Jesus
DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A. Yeah.. You can do alot with 200,000 and not much with your little finger!
Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. you bet
Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. probably..
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. No
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
A. If it was a rapist
Q. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
A. In a second!
DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: No left pant pocket.. hoodie, .. nothing in it either!
Q: Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: HELL NO.. I asked the guys when the previews were going to be over (after thinking to myself this is a LONG painful preview) they said it was the movie. I thought i was going to die!
Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: A little carpet a little tile
Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: Depends how cold i am
Q: Could you live with roommates?
A: 8 at the moment
Q,How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A. 0
Q: Where were you born?
A. Terrace
Q: Last time you had a run in with the cops?
A: In terrace about once a week, never here!
Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A. Wise!
Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8
A: Hahaha... Dustin
LASTOLOGY
Q: Friend you talked to?
A: my dad
Q. Last person you hung out with?
A: Jill and Grace
Q: Friend you called?
A: cant remember... probably grace
Q: Person you hugged?
A: conrad
Q: Place you went:
A: gas staition
FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
A:8
Q: color
A: Black, Burgandy, and Orange
Q: Season?
A. Traveling
CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
A: Always
Q: Mood?
A: Fine.. im baked
Q: Listening to?
A: Everett's computer puke out noise
Q: Watching?
A: The clock
Q: Worrying about?
A: What to do with my life..

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Hey all...
I dont have anything exciting to post right now .. Which is why it always takes me awhile to post something. and i dont want to bore you.
But this is what is new..
School: LAME
Working out: same same.. been jogging more and trying to master the bike now. ( I have never enjoyed bikeing)
Friends: Henny is commin to visit me this weekend and im totally excited. My good friend Jeff is commen to visit the weekend after.. so that should be fun!
Food: working on 5 or 6 meals a day still. But i just ate two homemade muffins (white flour)
Church: been going to buhla alot more lately its been good. Last week was about grace.. waves of grace!!
Shopping: dropped a bit a shoppers the other day, (wax, lip chap, health mag) and i got a American Eagle tank!
My plans tonight : work till 8 then the gym then ?? clean do at least three loads of laundry...
cheers for now.. like i said nothing to exciting right now!
let me know whats exciting for you though!!